The only reason I feel I have to write this is because this is a defining moment in my life. This blog is about how grad school is going to affect me, my life, and my thoughts on theater. The things that happen in my life are going to affect my training, my thought patterns, and way I face each task in the classroom. I don't even feel that I write this because I want someone to feel sorry for me or I just want to vent. My state of mind right now at this very instance is going to play more of a role in my journey in school than anything else I can imagine.
I'm excited, but scared. My self esteem has disappeared. I need to find it. I have more emotions to tap into in my scene work and teaching. I have absolutely no idea how the journey that I face in front of me will be affected by my frame of mind right now. Only the next two years of writing will answer that.